In the fall, I had been dreading the winter, truthfully.
Last winter was rather traumatic for me--trudging through depression and sickness. However, this winter has been a very different experience. Since last year, I have learned much.
// WHAT 2014 TAUGHT ME //
I now know what the cause of my health problems are.
I have a stronger relationship with my parents and best friend.
I am involved in more, allowing me to leave the house and be out and about.
I have found love for things other than dance.
Photography is my new outlet of expression.
I have a further understanding of health, people, and psychology.
I can eat food! (Um. Yay)
I have entered highschool with a clean slate and an open mind.
I have enjoyed being in classes with other people my age.
I have learned to adjust to change quickly.
I know that I am now limited--but I know that that will not ruin my life forever.
I have a relationship with God that I did not last winter.
I am finally becoming thankful for things, even with life looking bleak.
I now try to steer my thinking into something that will benefit me.
I have chosen to end relationships and not expose myself to things that are not benefiting.
Now, there is so much that I wanted to do last year that didn't happen. I know, I know. And I was disappointed. I wanted to dance again. I wanted to swim. I wanted to have a great summer out of my bed. These things did not happen. But, this year is a whole new opportunity to change and to do things differently and better.
How are you changing? How is God working in your life?
~Sayda
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